Why I started this?

I have felt for awhile now that I needed to do this. I am not much of a writer and I do not enjoy it. But the fact of the matter is that I am afraid that if I don't write some of the things I experience down then I will forget some of it. All, although, some of the things I want to write down are not the best moments or memories I have had (one in particular is the worst day of my life)...they are still apart of what has made me who I am today. I honestly don't care if anyone reads this because I am not looking for anything from this...just a place to write my story down. Should something come of it, besides my own relief that my story is written somewhere, then I hope it is something of a support to others that have gone through any of the same situations or is used as a reference to friends of people who have gone through this as to what helps and doesn't help someone get through these times. I have learned a lot about myself these last few months and I am along way from healing, but I know I can do it. I can do it because I have a wonderful husband and have built myself a great support group...small but nonetheless supportive. I am not the type of person who needs several people to comfort me. I only need a few..just a few to at least acknowledge that they see me going through this and to tell me I can get through it.